I know you are hurting on the inside. You do your best not to show it to anyone else, but the pain is there. You may even feel disconnected from past friends and especially your family. However, I need to share some awesome news with you. God has not forgotten you. He is waiting for you to let him into your life, into your mind, and into your heart.
Psalm 18:2 New Living Translation
The Lord is my rock, and my fortress, and my deliverer; my God, my strength, and whom I will trust.
God is for you and with you. Trust in Him and lean on Him. He will make a way and be there for you each and every day.